Listen!

A few days ago, I apologized to my friend.

We used to be pretty good friends. I would dare say she was within my tight group of friends, which consisted of >4 people that I will let in about my thoughts and feelings.

Things took a turn downhill when I was insecure about certain issues in our lives, and I stopped talking to her. I knew it was my fault, but because I didn't want to face it - I tried to run away.

Well, the past caught up with me and I decided once and for all to keep things on a clean slate. So at this point, it is where we backtrack to the first sentence of this post: I apologized.

I don't want to rush this renewed relationship, nor do I want to overwhelm the both of us. While talking to her and another friend, I discover that I need to relearn the art of listening with my heart and mind at the same time. I need to listen. I need to stop cutting in.

I need so much practice in that area.